OMG! what is wrong with me?? i'm kinda lost in everything i do. is damn hurt~ the impact for 5mth&15daes is soo damn hurt. i can't stop thinking abt hym. everything has ended~ even do it hurt me alot but i belivee in Karma. && i'm strong to face it. summtyme i pray that i lost my memory so that i can forget abt my past, i noe it's crazy but it's better that way. i'm going thru this add the age of 17 err.. only God noe how i feel. i'm have no face to look at my famliie member , i throw dhem awy just to go with hym && when this happen he left me but my famliie is here with me. i noe that i still love hym, but what the use of luvving summone if that summone don't luvv us. i noe i can't lie to myself that imisshym, but wad cn i do? i'm just a normal person. i have learn sumthing in this R/S , i have learn that no matter wad happen no body can accept our attitude only our famliie! && becoz of this i'm going to spent more tyme with famliie. Boifey?? ilovehym && i wait..(maybe) i don't want to be HURT again~